Every time I think about blogging...I don't. I know, I know, I should and than there would have been feeling better, etc but eh. I finally went to see my reflexologist last week - best thing ever, I wish I could have gone back the next day and the remainder of that week. I say because I was so bad that the effects only lastest 2 days. =[ My body just hurts. All of it. After my pneumonia I couldn't and still can't figure out what is going on with my lungs. Wind storms seem to be hazardous to my health - pfft - just walking from my car in the drive way to my front door and I have to use my inhaler because I'm wheezing. Really?!?! What am I 80? I have a fungus in my lungs due to my systemic Candida >/. I am taking a natural pill called Permalung which is trying to flush the infection out - it will take awhile - it has been there for quite some time. I can't take an antibiotic because they only feed the yeast in the Candida. My neck and my hips were blocked and that was PAINFUL to try to lessen so that my energy could flow again. When I used to go to the chiropractor and he would get my neck loosened and pop it- I would feel a really weird sensation. I asked what it was and he had never heard of it. Let me explain.... it feels like someone is throwing ice water on your head but it comes from the bottom (your neck) and flows UP and around to the top of your skull and all the feeling is under your skin. It feels really cool - literally =P - and I've always wondered. Well, I now know that it's spinal fluid being released! Pretty scary in my eyes to be able to have that much spinal fluid blocked by my stupid neck that I actually FEEL it when it is released. However, nice to know that it is flowing again obviously. =]
I restarted my Lyrica prescription last night. I thought I was doing so much better, my legs hadn't bothered me in forever and............ I was wrong. After a solid week of my legs and hips screaming at me and not letting me sleep and the rest of my body chiming in to hurt due to air pressure...yeah - just make me feel better - ugh.
My girlfriend from Puzzle Pirates - retired AF and living in Japan with hubby who is still in AF, sent me this link. I posted it on my facebook and decided I would post it here. I do not have Lupus but I'm pretty sure I do have Fibromyalgia. Every time I get my Rhumatiod titters checked they are still dormant and my Osteo Arthritis is mainly in my hands and wrists. I'm sure it can spread but since the Dr put me on Lyrica a few years ago - supposedly just for my legs - it fits. Plus he is sooooo silent with me. I always have to ask - so what's wrong with me? He says, you're sick. >.< Really - wow, genius. Most of the time he doesn't know because there are multiple things and not just one. Yeah - Lyrica and Ibuprofen are my best friends =D. But here is the link and honestly it is the best description of my energy over the last 5 yrs that I have found.
http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory-written-by-christine-miserandino
My girlfriend Beck said she was letting new people in her life read her blog and it scared her. Lol, I had this posted on my facebook and I figured it applied to me and my blog. He he , think nice things peoples. =]
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