know that commercial? =]
Ok so my hubby called me (not unusual thankfully) and asked if I was caught up on blogs >.< no. So I caught up inbetween carpool pick ups today. You know that place where you have to decide to wear your "mask" or let people see who you really are?..... yeah, I am soooooo there.
Therefore, I am putting my book that I haven't touched in MONTHS back on line and if you truely honestly, want to read it occasionally, let me know I will send you the link.
With Valentines Day being tomorrow and with reading Amber's blog - I dedicate this posting to my wonderful hubby. The Lord in all his wisdom sent me this wonderfully patient man, the only person I seriously believe could or would put up with me in this life. No matter what my thoughts, my inclinations or stupidity my mind brings forth, I could honestly never see myself with anyone but my dear Deano. Husbands of depressed women are rare and exceptional creatures - they love us and just want us to be happy and don't understand that the way we feel has NOTHING to do with them or the love we feel for them. I'm grateful each day I wake up and see have Dean willing to come home after work, even if home isn't the happiest place on earth that day or if his wife is crying or screaming because - well.. who knows why>!>! So for my sweetheart on sweethearts day... I love you and pray for your eternal happiness - cuz you will definately deserve it.
Anyway- yeah yesterday was one of those days. I like Alisha, think I'm having an allergic reaction to Augmention that I was on - lets see 1875 mg a DAY for 10 days - ya think?!? I cannot stop ITCHING! My palms, my fingers, my ears, my scalp, my neck - UGH - yeah Benadryls a great thing but not so hot when your an innsomniac >.<. Not sure if its Valentines, that time of month, medicines - what but the last couple of days I've just been unhappy. No other word for it - no one's fault but mine and the "committee" (my therapist calls it) in my head (no I don't hear voices =P ) that tells me what a failure at life I am. Than someone will send me something that will boost my spirits and make me happy - than I look in the mirror, ugh - starts all over again. I have beautiful Valentines Day flowers sitting next to me on my desk =D my favorites from my favorite guy - they make me happy - stupid thing is, is it enough?
2 comments:
Wiat wait wait, you have a book, like a book that you wrote, and I didn't know?! Why didn't I know? I would have wanted to know this! It might be because I don't pay enough attention... perhaps...
So ya, send me that.
(Little side note: The word verification was compl, and for some reason, that makes me giggle.)
Kathee, thanks for writing all that :) It just made me happy reading it :)
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