It hit me today. I don't know when and I don't know why but it finally hit me. I have trust issues. I expect and crave trust from others and yet I don't trust them.
I was thinking about what I blogged about yesterday, about how I remove people from my life before they get sick of me or feel like I am protecting them from myself. What I'm really doing is protecting myself from being hurt, the possibility. I don't TRUST that they would accept me, the real me. I don't trust that they could love me for who I am, what I am, the things I do.
Wow, hindsight....it really sucks.
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