>.< really?

First off, I have a blog "stalker" our of Hill Air...come out, come out and tell me who you are. =] Please. I don't care who reads this, I have friends from HS that tell me they are self proclaimed stalkers here. It still just makes me wonder..why? Lol, you poor people with nothing better to do. :D Seriously though, you don't have to make yourself known to everyone by posting a comment but you can send me an email on fb since that is where you are linking from. :]

Second, its been a day and it's only 12:19pm! The time is good, I can start making phone calls for work before picking kids up from school when my house gets noisy. Anthony had late start today and for once took his time in the bathroom >.> not good for him since he was still IN the bathroom when his ride arrived. Sorry Monica. >.< They were nice and waited but it kinda started the day for both Monica and I. I than got up, got Olivia moving so she wasn't late for carpool and Monica's boys showed up at my house, they had locked their mom out. 0_0 oi . Well, yay I was up so I took the kids to school and Monica walked over to the HS to find her son and his keys. I'm thinking maybe she and I should share copies for a just in case again. ^-^ I thought I would stay awake but I took a nap- or tried. You know those days when you think you need one but nobody else in the world does? pfft.

Third, I guess I'm gonna have to be more open *sigh....so part of the world that thought I needed to be awake was a cell call. I thought it was someone from the ward for Dean so I ignored it. Than I got curious cuz they left a message. It wasn't for Dean, it was for me, from the nurse with my family doctor. Pretty much the lab tech told me everything was fine with my ultrasound mammogram but they told my dr that I have a lump. They believe it to be beinyne (sp) but I still have an appt to go see a SURGEON tomorrow morning. SURGEON? *sigh ok I hate surgery but its better than a biopsy- don't get that foot long needle anywhere near me! :P

Anyways, life is trying to wake me up. It's rattling the cage and letting me know that none of us know how long we have here and there are things I SHOULD be doing and am not. Since my resolve is now in gear, hopefully it can muster my body some extra energy to get things moving =].